I'm awesome?!

My brother (who isn't really my blood brother),who I consider my real brother thinks I'm awesome and deserves better than what i go through at home =.= he went out of his way just for me and I feel like a dumbass because.....I didn't chose the right choice of words and he took it the wrong way....cough....but anyways I don't think I've met someone yet like him. I wish he was my real brother....